Musings From The Heart
An Essay A Day For A Year
Day 88 March 28, 2012
Ecstatic Birth - Part 2
Yesterday we talked about what a real ecstatic birth is (a birthing mother with no Primal repressed trauma or deprivations or unfulfilled needs of any kind), which only women with perfect births and childhoods or decades of grieving therapy can have, and what a hormonally induced ecstatic birth is, which any and all mothers can have if they embrace and surrender to their pain. A true ecstatic, orgasmic, natural, endorphin birth is so rare that there may be only a handful of women in history that have ever approached the purity of the real thing, if any at all ever. That means that women hoping for an ecstatic birth are women who are completely normal, which means that they carry tremendous birth fear and birth and childhood trauma in their psyches. In order for women to hope to ecstatic birth, now we know that this is only possible if she can receive massive downloaded squirts of joyous mammalian birthing endorphins from her brain, and get higher on her labor and birth than any druggie ever approached. And this is only possible if she heads directly into her pain and eventually hits that brick wall where she gives up and surrenders her mind to the instinctual billion year old birthing ritual, since she only goes into shock when she is in a serious “accident”, and the beautiful birth accident has been repeated and perfected by nature billions of billions of times in anything from ½ ounce mice to 2 ton elephants, including every human Mommy in history, since the dawn of time.
In order for an ecstatic birth to be even remotely possible, the hopeful preggy Mommy must plan and strive to avoid the hormone “adrenaline” at all costs. Adrenaline is the exact opposite hormone of endorphin. Endorphin is the perfect veged out, drugged out, shock-trance-state drug, where Mommy-in-shock-on-her-own-endorphins can’t even remember her name when she is high and birthing, let alone hear it spoken or answer back. Adrenaline is the fight or flight hormone, and it is impossible to birth on adrenaline. Mommy has been designed and adapted by nature for a billion years to cut off her birth, and tell her fetus who is guiding his or her own birth to cut off their birth, when adrenaline is secreted. When she secretes adrenaline is when she is shy or invaded or uncomfortable or nervous or scared or uneasy or not safe or not at ease, or needing to run, or needing to fight for her life. It is a known and documented fact that any birthing mammal will instantly arrest their labor and run for their lives until safe, and then continue naturally once she is safe again, as if nothing ever happened. There are many worldwide accounts of family dogs in labor that in between puppy 3 and 4 get up and run out and drag the human infant drowning in the family pool to safety, and then simply walk back over to her newborn puppies and complete her birthing of puppies 4, 5, and 6. Human mothers have the imprint of every mammal that has ever birthed in history in her psyche, including rabbits that birth 6 bunny babies every 60 days without a hitch.
Human birthing is no more complicated or dangerous or difficult than any mammal, from squirrels to dolphins, except that a woman’s own prodigious modern woman cerebral cortex and her own consciousness gets in her own way. Any thinking or acting or controlling at all arrests birth or secretes adrenaline, and she does not surrender to her ancient and perfect natural birthing process. The only danger a human woman has ever been in during labor and birth is either from the saber tooth tiger trying to eat her during her labor, or when the marauding hoards break in to rape her and kill her infant, or when she surrenders her instinctual birth perfection to someone else as an incompetent victim of her own situation.
Women that trust hospitals or men or any other person to save her from her own doubt and fear and pain to birth give up any hope whatsoever of an ecstatic birth or a pain free birth, or a Love birth. So now we know that a woman must avoid adrenaline at all costs, and so no fear or doubt or nervousness or threat or shame or guilt or anger or defense or fight or flight is allowed under any circumstances. This means that a woman should never under any circumstances birth anywhere near other people of any kind, never ever around men ever except for her lover-father, and only if he allows her to feel safe and at ease, and never around scared and sick and professional, liability minded and control minded hospitals and sickness minded hospital staffs and nurses and doctors. Hospitals are nightmares of sickness that only provide an environment of nightmare sickness, aka boats and train loads of adrenaline that kills ecstatic birth and Love birth.
The perfect and ecstatic birth memory imprint in a woman’s psyche is billions of years old. When the first single cell protozoa divided every woman in history was there. She was there when every living thing in the history of the universe birthed, and she is there now when every species and every creature on earth births. “Human woman” is the most advanced and perfected creature ever created and or evolved in the history of the universe by God and Darwin and Nature combined, light years beyond dolphins who are light years beyond kitties, who are light years beyond lizards. The notion that a human woman would trust any other person, let alone a man or a hospital to help her out of her doubtful and fearful risky birth when birth is not risky, is the most adrenaline producing and world Armageddon producing concept in the history of all life on earth, and it is absolutely ridiculous and retarded. All men and all doctors are wholly incapable and incompetent at anything related to birth, and merely ogres in feminine china shops breaking perfect crystal in every direction. No adrenaline. No adrenaline. No adrenaline.
To be continued tomorrow! So see you tomorrow.
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