An Essay A Day For A Year
By Roe
Day 76, March 16, 2012
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The idea of having Peace is a very beautiful idea. “And Peace on Earth shall reign”. Peace can never “reign”, for Peace is not a hierarchical idea that controls or administers anything. Peace is the humility of equilateral equilibrium born of the result of acceptance and empathy. Peace is the fruit of compromise of many agreements and disagreements in practice, but Peace is a state of perfect psycho-emotional being that precedes any reality. Peace is actually never “uneasy”, for the easiest feeling and state in our hearts is Peace. An uneasy Peace is actually an uneasy lack of Peace, also known as a repression. Peace is the easiest state of all states of being.
We are capable of Peace to the extent that our hearts and state of selves live in Peace. Any of us born in a hospital are born in catatonic terror, and grotesque and feeling-less manipulation, and cruel abandonment of infants. No society or country or world will ever have Peace when all infants are ravaged and savaged in the hospital at birth, and all infants are ravaged and savaged in the hospital at birth. Those that are ravaged and savaged at birth can only build and live in a ravaged and savaged society of trauma and deprivation, and the living out of cruelty that was imprinted as first experience. Peace must start at the very beginning, and simply honor our natural state.
We all long for the idea of Peace, without having a true “feeling” of what Peace actually is. We watch television without Peace, read books without Peace, live lives without Peace, and behave and emote and interact without Peace, while holding dear to our hearts and world an existence of Peace. We look to our world leaders and governments and religions to strive for Peace, and we long to live in Peace, while no one has ever felt Peace or the peaceful state of Peace themselves.
Peace is not a “thing” that happens when there is a lack of tension and conflict, Peace is a state of inner heart experience that manifests outwards into reality from the inside out. Peace out there is impossible without the truth of Peace “in here”, deep within ourselves. Peace is not a philosophical idea, or a political notion, or an economic situation, Peace is the original and most natural state of self that exists, and self is a manifestation of the universe.
Were all meant to feel Peace in the womb, and the ecstasy of birth, followed by the Peace of looking into our Mother’s eyes for the first time, naked, skin to skin, while still connected to our Life cord. Our own Mother’s lack of self Peace while we were in the womb destroyed our Peace, just like it destroyed hers, coupled by a horrifically terrifying and trauma inducing hospital intervention birth, just like hers. When we emerged from her any hope of Peace was destroyed forever as we were treated as humanely as a pork slab, prodded and turned, washed and vacuumed, eyes burned, cold weighed, and then the death of cutting our cord without regard to the Peace of our Life that it represented to us. We and Peace died when we did not see HER, our Mother immediately, we and Peace died when we could not touch her skin, we and Peace died when we boys were taken away and psychotically shredded of the skin of our Penis without anesthesia, and in effect Peace shattered with the rage of “how could you”, and “what about me”, and the death of any hope of Peace died with the callous, unfeeling response of our parents and those that were present for our emergence into a world without Peace.
We will never see any semblance of Peace in our lifetimes, only the negotiations of states of repressed pain in stasis, until the next eruption of pain. Rage and anger and pain and aggression and cruelty and sadism and revenge are the true and natural states of our world, where newborn infants are managed no differently than a butcher manages his meat: infants who then simply grow up to rage and anger and pain and aggress and cruel and be sadistic as natural responses to the death and hate perpetrated at their birth and babyhood, and early childhood.
For a peaceful world we must begin with ourselves and recognize our inner states of terror and malaise and unhappiness, and at least if we are unable to face and heal our own sicknesses through therapy and grieving and mourning, do the best we can to insure a gentle and loving and peaceful beginning for our newborns. Mother and Father must make Love, and gestate Love, and birth Love, all in the same safe and loving place, the home. Birth must absolutely be of caresses and song and dance and ecstatic moaning, birth must be of intimacy and safety and trust, and privacy. Birth must be of Peace.
No woman who is not sick should ever be taken to a sick place full of scary, sterile walls and busy, stressed out, unfeeling people. She should never surrender to orders from strangers or ever, ever lay on her back for any man or woman to look up into the privacy of her Vagina and hope to “take out” her child. She should never surrender or ever be invaded. No Mother should ever hear a fetal heart monitor to call out the terror of her fetus that feels her terror, and no Mother should ever sell out to the need for drugs or epidurals or C- sections to ease her lack of Peace, meanwhile destroying any hopes she has of a joyous child or birth. Mother is perfectly designed to have a pain free birth if left to her own Peace and safety and privacy and intimacy, with her own natural hormonal pain killers that she secretes.
Mothers and Fathers hold the future of our world, and the hoped for Peace of our world right in their ovaries and testicles. Nature has perfected birth for a billion years, and no planned and peaceful and loving birth, with planned and peaceful and loving care, has ever ended in tragedy in history. Any woman afraid of pain and the responsibility of bringing an ecstatic and peaceful child into the world in her own ecstatic and loving bed, with her ecstatic and loving husband, should never have children. Violence and war and death and suffering begin where parents surrender their power and prowess to medical butchers, who are themselves victims of sadistic cruelty from their own births and treatment in infancy.
Peace is ours, it is our natural state. Pregnancy and childbirth and early infancy are beautifully and naturally the honoring and valuing of peace, and peace is absolutely safe. Every human heart that is pure knows what a pure and perfect beginning is, unless that human heart had a less than peaceful beginning, in which case we return to the butcher that does not feel the regard for the spirit that he chops up and wraps up for sale.
It is time for Peace, and Peace is the most gentle pregnancy and gestation and birth and early childhood possible. And it starts with you. Now multiply that times 6 billion, and you have what we will call Peace on Earth. Let’s get started.
See you tomorrow.
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