Musings
From The Heart
An
Essay A Day For A Year
By
Roe
Day
141 May 20, 2012
Human
Relationships
We humans cannot live
without our relationships. Without human
relationships we cannot live. That
sounds like the same statement, but in the first statement, we find that we are
in relationships with other people as we live, and we cannot avoid it even if
we wanted to. In the second statement, the truth is that without our
relationships we would simply die. Human
beings need meaning to live, and what gives our life meaning are the
relationships we have with other people. Human beings need other human beings
to live, and it is not simply that we are social creatures. All life is an
expression of Love, and humans in particular, as conscious, sentient creatures,
aware of their own existence, are aware of their own manifestations of living
Love. Human beings ARE Love. Relationships are an expression of loving and
of Love, and we humans cannot avoid being in Love, and we humans will die
without the meaning that Love gives us.
Love in its purest form is a
nonentity state of pure-acceptance, pure-balance, and pure-harmony. Love in its purest form need not exist, being
full and total existence in its pure state of perfect potentiality. The Big
Bang, the origin of all existence universe- wide, and in all realities, is the
manifestation of non-acceptance and non-balance and non-harmony, and ironically
the actuality of irony itself, and the reality that in pure acceptance and pure
balance and pure harmony there exists the potential reality of its
opposite. The relationship of pure
acceptance and pure balance and pure harmony to its opposite of non-acceptance
and non-balance and non-harmony is beautifully a relationship. All life is a relationship, for all life is
Love, and therefore all Love is a relationship.
We are Love embodied, like all Life, and we are consciously aware of our
conscious awareness, we are aware of the relationship of ourselves to Life and
Love, and we ARE therefore relationship.
We say in French Vis a Vis,
face to face. As one simple face we
humans are nothing. We only truly exist
as the resonance and relationship of our face to another face, and this goes
back not just to cellular level, but to the origin of the universe and all
Life. Non entity is one face, and entity
is the other. Living is one face, dying
is the other. Egg is one face, and Sperm is the other face. We humans are the one single soul of Life-Entity
manifested, but split down the middle into the face of the female and her
vagina, and the face of the male and his penis. The primary core of all Life
and how love propagates and engenders is the two halves of sexuality and Mommie
and Daddie. Below and beyond Yin-Yang we are Vagina-Penis, and below and beyond
any representation of opposites we are either Mommie or Daddy.
Our human brains are wired
from the base up, from the reptilian brain of Vagina-Penis, to the limbic brain
of the Mommie-Daddie emotion imprint, to the administrative thought-cortex
expression of conscious and sentient existence in relationship to our
environment, and most importantly in relationship to each other. We express our
relationship to Life and others biologically, historically, and reptile-emotio-cortically
in how we feel Love and fall in love with our opposite sex. Sex is wired up
from the base of our many billion year old existence right into the present
moment of how we love in relationship to each other. Sex is the original relationship, and how
spermy meets and is accepted by eggie is our original relationship and the very
origin of us. We are the relationship of
how we grow inside our mommies, the very place where daddy put his Love. We are the relationship of mommy or daddy
ourselves, coming out of the place where Love was made, and desiring our whole
lives to return to the place where love is made ourselves in our relationships. We are the relationship of being a baby who
grows up to make babies who grow up to make babies, and we are the relationship
of Life that breeds and survives and the breeds more Life.
Our relationships are about
Love and loving, from our own Big Bang of conception, to our exit through the
same portal from where we came when we die.
We did not come into Life alone, for we are only half of Life in reference
and relationship to our opposite sex. We
are the union and complement of Daddy swimming up arduously with his other 5
billion suitors to knock on Mommy’s one egg, and we are the one and only that
little boy or girl that was invited in.
We are the gender that we are, and we are constantly missing our other
half, we are male needing female, and we are female needing male, not just as
Mommy-Daddy imprint or biology, but as the endeavor and natural need for
universal acceptance and balance and harmony once again. We are Love yearning for its own acceptance
and balance and harmony through acceptance and balance and harmony with our
other sex.
Relationships, especially
amorous sexual relationships, are the most exquisitely beautiful and satisfying
and joy producing experiences in our lives that we all live and die for, and
they are the most painful and difficult and challenging experiences of our
lives, for they represent all of us and all the way back to the original sperm
that knocked on the original egg when the universe exploded into being, and the
recreation of when we came to be with the explosion of conception inside our
Mommy. We handsome males are the
original Big and our gorgeous females are the original Bang. We humans are the living, daily manifestation
of the best that the universe can do, and we humans are literally
Big-Bang. We love to be in relationships
and we loathe to be in relationships, we are happy in relationships and are
miserable in relationships, exactly like the original non-entity entity ironic
conundrum that created irony and conundrums.
Let us all live and die
happy and miserable, let us all live
accepted and unaccepted, let us all have experiences of balance and
unbalance, let us all experience harmony
and disharmony. Let us all live and die
in relationship to Life and Love and each other, and know it, and own it, and
make the very best of it. Class is not
always in session, and so when we have the possibility to live, let us all make
lots of Love in relationship to each other, sexually and otherwise. Let us love each other, and let us really live.
See you tomorrow.
yourpersonalmuse@gmx.com
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