Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Day 131 - Women Falling In Benchmark Part 1


Musings From The Heart
An Essay A Day For A Year
By Roe
Day 131 May 10, 2012


Women Falling In Benchmark
Part 1


You might think that a woman falls in “Love” just like a man does, but in fact a woman does not do anything like a man does, especially fall in Love.  Men fall in lust before they fall in love, and women fall in benchmark before the fall in love.  Lust  of course is the power of the loins in sex, but falling in benchmark is the power of the egg searching for the best and the “just right” lust from the best and the “just right” man. Women are like kitty cats, and the traits and behaviors of a cat closely match the traits of women if you think about it. Men are like doggie dogs, and the traits and behaviors of men closely resemble dogs if you think about it. Kitty cats and doggie dogs do not share very many traits, they are completely different species. Human she’s and human he’s are like two different sub species of humans for they do not share very many traits either.
Love is a very complex and complicated “feeling” of many different things, Love has psychological and emotional aspects, and Love has psychic and spiritual aspects that transcend humanity. Human conjugal Love follows in the tracks that Mommy and Daddy lay, and when Mommy interacts and lies with Daddy she is prototyping and imprinting how daughter and son will interact and lay with their respective “Loves” when they grow up. When Daddy interacts and lies with Mommy he designs how Sonny and Princess will lay with their own loves someday. Women and men feel love and fall in love differently.
Women are the progenitors of human Life, while men are the inseminators of human Life.  One quicky oingy boingy to get kitty cat preggie and off Tom goes to carouse and parole the neighborhood, and find more kitties to make preggie, and this is the billion year old biological inheritance of all males. Once kitty is preggie, “she” has an enormous task and responsibility ahead, for Life will remain in her womb and breasts and paws forever, and this is her billion year old biological inheritance of all females. For human females this completely changes how she perceives and feels and expresses Love. Sexual Love, romantic Love, conjugal Love, is procreative Love, and She Loves as a billion year old biological responsibility, to become pregnant by the best male she can find and keep, and for humans, to raise her babies with the best support and protection of the best male she can find and keep.
A man and his sexuality are body-mind-heart and more directly penis-mind-heart, in that order. A man’s penis is an extension of his very self, and all little boys and a lot of full grown men can be seen walking around holding onto their penises for safety and comfort and joy. A man sees a woman biologically as a mate to mount and impregnate, and as a conscious, loving human, a man sees a woman as a person to Love that resonates with his conscious and unconscious memory and need for his Mommy, and the imprint of how his Mommy loved him and how he loved his Mommy, and how his Mommy laid with his Daddy. A man Loves with his penis and his mind and his heart, in that order, and this continuum of his self and the history of his self vis a vis his parents as procreative and loving humans is his future as a mate and Daddy and husband.
When a man is single and looking for a mate, and when he sees an attractive and sexy woman, he is a Tom that sees a kitty to mount and mate. He also sees the modern, beautiful recreation of Mommy, and he seeks to possess and Love her based on how he experienced Mommy and Daddy as a newborn and infant.  The grade of woman, which is her place in the hierarchy, the type of woman, which is his taste and preference, and the quality of woman, which is his view and need of her based on his own self view and need, is all determined by the grade and type and quality of Mommy, and how she related to him and his father during his infancy and childhood. 
A man loves a woman as a continuum of penis-mind-heart and as a continuum of little boy to man.  When a man is attached and married, he views other attractive and sexy women as a Tom that sees yummy kitties to mount and mate, no different from how he feels about his own mate that he already has.  A man makes 2-6 billion sperm every 2-8 hours, 7 days a week, from age 10-14 to over age 100, and he is not designed by nature to be conjugal or singly devoted to any female. Conjugal and monogamous love, after a billion years of mounting and impregnating one female one after the other, happened only seconds ago in the context of time, perhaps 10,000 years ago or less. Conjugal and lifelong love for men is brand new in time, and he still surveys all women to mount them and mate them.  He also surveys all women looking for Mommy, and for someone to Love like Mommy, better than the Mommy he is already attached to or married to, and this is determined by his penis-mind-heart history, the same history that caused him to choose the lady he chose.  Men love differently than women.  Tomorrow we will look at how women love, and how women fall in benchmark before they fall in Love.

Continued tomorrow in part 2.

See you tomorrow.

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