Musings From The Heart
An Essay A Day For A Year
By Roe
Day 91 March 31, 2012
Ecstatic Birth Part 5
Perhaps this should be the first essay in my series “Ecstatic Birth”, since today is the day when Mommy and Daddy face each other to consciously conceive the life that they intend to birth ecstatically. The term “ecstatic birth” does of course imply ecstasy, and so let’s try to feel some ecstasy and put some ecstasy into this baby shall we? Ecstasy is rapturous delight, and after the first four essays we now know that no birth can be rapturous delight if the birth mother carries into birth her own primal repressed trauma and deprivations and unfulfilled needs, and if she carries into birth her own birth trauma. So Yey! for the natural endorphins to transport Mommy and Baby into a hormonal rapturous delight just like the puppies and kitties do. But what can we do nine months earlier when Mommy and Daddy are both full of pain and unresolved issues from their own lives, but desiring to consummate their love into an ecstatic birth? The answer is conscious awareness of ecstatic sexual Love.
When it comes to ecstasy and ecstatic birth, how are we humans different than the average mouse or tiger or hippo? The answer is “consciousness”, and our awareness that we desire to conceive life. In a true ecstatic conception and gestation and birth, in the very beginning Mommy looks into Daddy’s eyes and Daddy looks into Mommy’s eyes, and they both proclaim to each other the desire to consummate their love spiritually and physically into another being. “I love you Mr. and I desire with all my heart to join my genitals and heart and mind and being with you to create together with you another beautiful life that will manifest our love!” “And I love you Mrs., and I too desire with my whole being, my genitals and heart and mind and soul to join in holy sperm and egg union to bring to Earth another life which our Love creates”.
This is a different event entirely than the event in the barnyard or alley or savanna of our mammalian relatives. When Nature says breed, up in the goes the she vulva, and back and forth goes the he pelvis, and on and on it goes in abandon until the next generation is nursing. The same goes for humans in beds and bars across the world, most often with substance alteration nearby, and lifetimes of denial and awkward repression, with eyes closed or on the ceiling or floor. Nature does not care if the baby is a result of drug addiction or rape or incest or just plain horny rebellion, for she gets her prolific propagation no matter how smart or dumb we may think we are. But Nature does care when the premier species on the planet is capable of conscious conception. As a matter of fact we have become the premier species in any known galaxy for our ability to be aware of our ability to Love.
In conscious conception we look our partner in the eye, we look our partner in the heart, we look our partner in the mind, we look our partner in the soul, and we “Love” our baby into conception, together with our lover looking at us in the same way. Conception is THE portal from psycho-spiritual soul potentiality, into psycho-spiritual existent life, and how we give and receive Love with each other during the moment of conception means everything to the spirit attracted to our egg-sperm moment. Mammalian conception is an entering of sperm into egg, and an accession of the sperm by the egg, driven and determined by biological hereditary factors beyond the Love consciousness of the two beings. The same is true for humans, and most of us are conceived in random oingy boingy abandon of many unconscious desires, most often not consciously loving or conceptually loving.
Ecstatic conception is the moment when Daddy is feeling passionate and romantic sexual libidinous Love, and desires to share this Love with Mommy, for the sake of loving Mommy, not for the sake of trying to make a baby. Daddy makes love WITH Mommy, not TO Mommy, and Daddy feels in his heart and mind and aroused genitalia a feeling of elevation of self for himself and through his love with Mommy, and a feeling of elevation FOR Mommy, and through his Love with Mommy. Daddy desires to orgasm with Mommy, and shares his sex with her to the point of climax, at the same time as her climax, and when he ejaculates his Love deep into her womb he looks her in the eye, and he says, “I love you”, and he Loves her. His eyes Love her and his heart Loves her and his mind Loves her and his soul Loves her and his penis Loves her and his sperm Loves her. When Daddy “comes” into Mommy he literally comes into Mommy, en masse, with a billion desires to carry himself and herself into the next loving creature that the universe shall behold, their baby.
Ecstatic conception is the moment when Mommy is feeling passionate and romantic sexual libidinous Love, and desires to share her Love with Daddy, for the sake of loving Daddy, not for the sake of trying to make a baby. Mommy makes love WITH Daddy, not TO Daddy, and Mommy feels in her heart and mind and aroused genitalia a feeling of elevation of self for herself and through her Love with Daddy, and a feeling of elevation FOR Daddy, and through her Love with Daddy. Mommy desires to orgasm with Daddy, and share her sex with him to the point of climax, at the same time as his climax, and when Daddy ejaculates his Love deep into her womb she looks him in the eye and says, “I love you”, and she Loves him. Her eyes Love him and her heart Loves him, and her mind Loves him, and her soul Loves him, and her vulva Loves him and her egg Loves him. When Daddy “comes” into Mommy she spreads her legs wide and arches into him and pulls him into her, and she “welcomes” and “opens” and “receives” him as she Loves him with all her being. Mommy Loves all the billions of Daddy’s swimming inside of her, all looking for her egg, and she lies there in joy giving herself to Daddy and to the Love that they seek to create.
At the moment of conception Mommy and Daddy are Goddess and God, and they are open to each other and to their Love for themselves and each other, and to Life. At this moment the most joyous and ecstatically appropriate spirit in the universe bounds gleefully into their Mommy and Daddy egg-sperm union, to become their unique child, born of conscious ecstatic rapturous delight. Upon the moment of conception Mommy and Daddy are “joined’ in Love, and Life is joined in Love, and the world is joined in Love.
Any child is a miracle of Love and Life, no matter how he or she is conceived, and any spirit has the potentiality of rapturous delight, and of joy and happiness. Children conceived and gestated and birthed in ecstatic rapturous delight bring with them a potentiality of being the conscious recipients of Love embodied, from parents who share a Love embodied. Nature does not expect this of her mammalian progenitors. Nature expects no less of us who she embodied with conscious Love. We are Nature, and we are Love.
See you tomorrow.
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